June 20th, 2005


rants, etc.

I've been back in santa cruz for 10 minutes, and already I'm itching from the inside out. It's the little things. it's the comcast bill. it's the missing trashbags. it's the kids playing in the pool. it's my class that starts in 2 hours. it's the tornado of clothes and papers that has taken a residence in my bedroom. it's the scratches on the door paint. it's the lonliess. it's the pain of rejection. it's the laundry i have to do before work tomorrow. it's growing up. it's the being responsible.

at least there is fun pool times planned for tomorrow afternoon... and the promise of a fresh start come july.
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