why is everyone so unhappy? because it's certianly not just me who feels it. Am i the common theme between my friends or is it just college and santa cruz? we're all just jealous of jasper who's getting out of here an on to his dream life. but really, it's rediculous how lucky i really am. how lucky we are. it was hard, but i forced myself to think of things that are good...and there's a lot of really important ones... like for me, i have a great dad, i have a home, i don't have to support myself, i have a cute ear piercing, i have a great computer, i'm getting a pretty good education, etc etc. there are most definetly things to live for...so i'm starting a new regime... me and kayla's "just get through it" but also sticking up a post-it of at least one thing i'm greatful for. nothing is too insignificant...today it's "i can walk" that's a good one i think.