||[Nov. 29th, 2003|09:08 am]
k i m b e r l y
|||||rocky votolato - every red cent||]|
ugh. fully intended to stay up all night and finish my econ paper. it was like a little test. If i could do this, stay up, write it, and be done with it for today-- then there was hope that i could actually get my (academic) life together. because finishing the paper last night would be the best possible thing i could do in the world. it would have given my dad a reason to believe in me again. would have given me faith in myself. it would have let me sleep in all kinds this morning. would have allowed me to hangout guiltlessly tonight.
blah blah blah.
so i did'nt finish. in fact, i feel asleep at midnight, and didn't wake up 'til just now. i failed. i am a failure. FAILURE.
i wish the quarter was over.
counting today, I have 12 days left.
that's like nothing.